Ian Jay XXX

A moving video for equality

2012-05-10T15:30:24Z

Now im normally not one to get political and not a lot of things have moved me and i dont know if this is doing any help by passing it on but you never know unless you try and i feel more people should see this and have a deeper understanding of what equality means, not just the right to get married but having the rights that everyone else has and not being ignored or loosing out because our government doesnt recognize gay marriage in the same way. Things are changing but not fast enough. So sorry for being preachy but this is the first time ive ever sent out something like this so please watch it and pass it on somehow if you feel like doing so.

It Could Happen To You

A big lesson to learn from this as well regardless of equality laws is to have a living will created.

Quick post

2012-05-09T15:44:43Z

So im getting all settled in here in austin. Im feeling great and im happy. Ive been loving being back. Already been out on the jet ski and boat and spent a few lazy days hanging by the pool and just enjoying wildlife and trees over buildings and assholes. (now that is definitely not directed at everyone in NY or ny in general, just my last experience before i left so sorry anyone in NY, dont take it personally... unless you know who you are and then yes take it very personally!)

here is a quick pic.

sorry for the hiatus

2012-04-22T19:45:45Z

Its been crazy here dealing with minor set backs and back stabs but im still around. Ive done a couple scenes recently as well. I have an oral scene scheduled for tuesday with TIM so keep an eye out on the TIM suck site for that one.
But here are a couple pics for you guys.
My black party picture. Im actually in mid air here.

First day of sun bathing in NY on a friends roof deck of a downtown apartment

Yummy cummy hole. and yes thats my hole

Black party weekend in NYC

2012-03-24T07:30:39Z

I havent posted in a while so i felt that i should post. Its black party weekend in nyc and ill be attending again this year but no performance this year. Im helping out with the party, the portraits to be specific. Helping my friend robert zash with the photos he does at the black party for the past 15 years. And the first edition of the black party portrait book has finally been printed and is available for sale and yours truly is in this book.
I will post pics soon of my outfit i intend on wearing to the party.
That is all for now.

On the road again

2012-02-26T04:33:41Z

Im back out in san diego, visiting friends and seeing clients. Enjoying the sun and relaxing a bit. Not much else to report

Happy VD

2012-02-14T04:12:16Z

That is all!

Close to home!

2012-02-11T02:51:26Z

So im laying in bed watching old Merry Melodies relaxing and getting ready for bed because i have to be to the set for a shoot i have tomorrow at 9am. Im not a morning person so i will need to wake up early enough to allow myself to begin to look awake as well as "prepare" for the shoot.
But luckily the shoot is actually just a few blocks from my apartment in harlem. Its the closest a shoot has ever been to my place... actually now that i think of it there was a shoot i did for slut machine in bushwick brooklyn when i lived there.
Its kind of funny that the two times ive had a set close to me was from studios not even from NY.
Tomorrows shoot is at a building being renovated. It still has boarded up windows and plywood blocking off the entrance, Im just speculating but i have a feeling that this movie will probably be called hard hat pigs 3, since the studio has already done hard hat pigs 1 & 2, i just hope the story line isnt too difficult for me to follow and mesh well into this series. (sarcasm just in case it was hard to pic up on)
Anyways, thats all for now. But as soon as i know more as to when the production will be finished and released ill keep ya posted so you can keep an eye out.
But now this adds yet another studio to the long list of studios i have worked for. If ya havent figured out which studio im speaking of yet here ya go, its Dick Wadd. I may be the youngest person that has ever worked on a dick wadd film, but again, that is just me speculating.

Boo... Bad movie!

2012-02-09T07:02:16Z

So I just finished watching the girl who kicked the hornets nest. Of all the movies i felt this one was the worst as in to much of the book was changed or left out of the movie. And I know there is only so much you can fit into a movie but hell, do like Harry potter series or whatever and make the last book two movies. This one made Berger seem like a spineless bitch.
Just another reason I say read books, it's amazing what your missing out on when ya don't!

Its time to go

2012-02-06T21:46:47Z

I've heard it said that everyone should live in NYC at least once in their life but move before it makes you hard. Well it's time for me to move then because I don't like the person I'm becoming.
I've noticed I'm short with people, more aggressive then I ever was before and I'm starting to not give people the benefit of the doubt.
The making me more aggressive is helpful in some aspects but it's beyond that point.
I need to get back to my familiar souther hospitality and see if this shitty me isn't to far implanted to be reversed.. At least a little.

just a random post

2012-01-21T00:22:33Z

So just sitting around getting ready to make dinner (turkey burgers) and my friend jake is coming over to play video games and have a few beers.
But while sitting here looking at my balcony that i dont dare really use at the moment because its so cold ive started to really think i miss living down south. I miss being able to go to the lake or be outside in a t shirt and shorts in jan/feb. I also came to the realization i honestly did more in the city when i lived in austin. Because i would save money and come back to visit and see all my friends and go out and enjoy being here.
So im probably moving again when my lease is up, i would love to check out over seas, probably somewhere in Holland, but maybe ill do that later. I really would like to do that but i am a little apprehensive about that at the moment, i need to put some money aside before i pick up and make a move like that.
Anyways, that is my random post for the day!
A photo I took laying on the beach in corpus Texas watching the sun rise.

Photo by Robert Zash

For a fan that asked for em

2012-01-13T03:31:58Z

I had a fan, either here or on my blog and i cant remember which, ask if i smoke because he has a smoking fetish. Well i dont really smoke but if im out drinking from time to time ill have a cigarette so i have a photographer friend take these pics for that fan

And the photos were taken by my friend Mr. Robert Zash!

Also, funny little thing that happened to me. I went to the east side club (poor excuse for a bath house but NY is slim pickens at the moment for good sex clubs/parties) and when i was in the shower i saw a guy i had played with earlier walk in to the urinal to piss so i ask him if he likes water sports, since im standing in the shower and he has to piss. And he asks me ... you mean, like sexual? I just had to laugh a little. I mean, we had already fucked and he was about to piss and im standing in the shower, did he really think i meant waterskiing or boating? Anyways, thats my little funny story for tonight. Good night

Who needs/wants company for MAL?

2012-01-08T18:02:30Z

So as MAL slowly gets closer i have started to think that this year i would actually like to attend it. However due to the lack of planning as well as funds those facts are proving to make the even less and less feasible. So not to sound like a bum or scum bag but if any fans/friends out there read this post and would like to bring me along (did i mention its my birthday that weekend) i would greatly appreciate it.
And its not like i would just be showing up empty handed. I have my portable sling i can bring with me and i have a ready, willing, and able hole that can be of some service for my generous host for the event and what not.
Anyways, i just thought i would throw that out there and see if i actually get any responses for it. And who knows, maybe between now and then i will have a few jobs where money isnt an issue and i can make it on my own.
But keep in mind its my b day weekend and what a better present to a hard working pig boy then a weekend of debauchery!

Not to be a dick ... BUT Really???

2012-01-06T20:03:24Z

So sometime I get contacted by possible clients and they make me want to pull my hair out and ask myself.. Seriously?
Here is a series of texts I received in a back and forth that lasted 40 mins.
Clients messages are in bold and mine are not, but it should be apparent as to which message came from me without having to make the distinction but just in case.

Enjoy!
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"Ian.
U available? (insert unoriginal online handle here)"

For what? Client call or just play

"Client"

Yes. When and where. I'm at the gym now

"U can host? Soon?" - *remember that he asked "soon?"*

I can host but I live on **th But it's right off the 2/3 express train and a short train ride. Also near the 4/5 or right off the FDR if you drive or would take a cab
I'm hopping in a shower at the gym. Putting phone in locker

"So, how much time do u need 2 prep ur
fuckhole?"

I can be home and ready in 45 mins. An hour at the most
So should I head home?

"Do u drink piss? Pnp? Your address?"

Yes and I use to, I'm cool with it but not doing T and ******* ave Ny Ny
Should I head home?

"No. This seems 2 rushed."

If you say so. Have a good day

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Ah I love working in the "service" industry... Sarcasm leaking from my "fuckhole" in case you couldn't pick that up due to lack of proper methods of conveying the tone of my statement through text!

And from past experience i have a feeling it was my response to not doing tina for his reason to cancel

Crazy realization!

2012-01-06T19:39:48Z

It's my 10 year high school reunion this year! Time went by so slow in high school and now is flying by.
Now the question is which one to go to, seeing that I attended 3 different high schools. One only for a single day. So if possible I will go to two of them, the one I went to for the majority of my high school years (Clark H.S. In san Antonio Tx) as well as the one I graduated from in Endicott Ny.
*And little trivia fact about me, one of the buildings Tattoed on my right arm is Union Endicott H.S.

This should be fun to see how many kids have come out since high school as well as how many will recognize me from videos!

New T.I.M. video

2012-01-06T02:21:39Z

So i was just notified that there is a new T.I.M video out today with me in a scene of it. Its called Manfuck Manifesto. Go check it out

New scene

2011-12-29T05:16:11Z

So there is at least one new of me but not in a video, I'm now a B movie star I guess. It's only the TIMfuck site instead of an actual DVD. That's like when doing stand up seeing the "wrap it up" signal. I think it's TIM's way of saying get off the stage. Whaaaa whaaaa!! ( cheesy sound effect)

Oh the little things...

2011-12-28T20:43:43Z

So as I got to the gym today, I threw my bag in my locker an unzipped the bag and yanked my gym shorts out. That was not all that was removed from my bag however. As I turned to throw my gym shorts on the bench nearest me I noticed my douche bulb and nozzle go bouncing across the locker room floor.
Now possibly at a straight gym the majority of the patrons might not realize what this is but today I was at the NYSC on 17th n 8th ave in chelsea which is pretty gay so I'm assuming everyone knew what it was.
Now I'm not one to be easily embarrassed so I honestly didn't mind to much. I just laughed out loud and said oh lord and I walked over to pick them up and throw them into my locker.
I had a smile on my face for most of my work out and kept laughing to myself from time to time.
It's the little things that make me smile!

In my opinion...

2011-12-24T08:02:58Z

The toughest part after a break up, at least tue ones that didn't last too long, is the absence of a body. It's the getting use to being "alone" again. Not so much missing the person as much as missing a feeling.
Now the longer relationships I would say that the actual person is what you miss but in my case I don't think it's ever made it to that point unfortunately... Or maybe fortunately.

Merry Christmas to ME!

2011-12-20T03:58:08Z

So I finally made it out of the apartment today for a little bit to run some errands i really needed to take care of cause im finally feeling better. Well one stop was AT&T to see when my billing period ends because im ending my 6 year, or so, stress fest and chronic dropped call record.
And as I walk up to the man at the desk to tell him the news of me leaving their company I even feel bad a little bit, I do have a conscience, but as im informing him of what I plan to do he stops me and says I have to call costumer support because his system is down. BAMMM!
Thanks AT&T, just as I think im gonna stick it to you and be like, ha, fuck you for pissing me off for the past 6 years here they come with a counterpoint to be like, uh uh, you have to call someone else cause I cant help you at all. How very AT&T of them.
But anyways, just thought i would share that.
And on another point im trying to deal with emotional issues. They say we cant choose who we fall in love with (this wasnt love but it could have been on the way to it... it was still WAY early for that word but it helps the dramatic effect of the story telling) Well my heart is a shitty judge of character. Seriously... my heart is, like, batting 1,000 (load fuck... haha ;-P ) But seriously, I have shit luck when it comes to that kind of thing, but I guess a lot of people do, but I can say I definitely have worse luck then most.
And its not like im LOOKING for someone, its just these guys that "seem" great come along and I start to fall for them and then BAM douche bag. At least this one happened really quick instead of dragging me along for 9 months or more like in the past.
Anyways, I just really had to vent for a moment and no one knows who im talking about so thats fine and its staying that way.
Now on an up note I did inherit a sling from a friend. And I have had fun in this sling many times before so it was an awesome gift and im so grateful and excited. Merry christmas to me!
Here are some pics of it (none of me in it at the moment but im still getting better, once im fully recovered im sure it will get plenty of use!)

This is on the sling, its no cheap pos its a fancy sling... has its tags and shit!

This is a leather crisco holder for the sling... love it

This one is from the Vault.. i stumbled upon it the other day, this was me getting my tetris tattoo back in 2005 and im actually taking the picture myself while getting tattoo'd... and it was a home tattoo, or at least the tattoo artist was doing the tattoo's out of his apartment. Love it

Just stumbled upon this one as well and thought I would post it. This is proof I can laugh at myself, it was when I was living in boston from 2004-2006 (this was taken closer to 2004) And it was when I was tweaking and a bit of a mess and I saw this in the mall and had my friend take a pic of me next to it.

funny memories

2011-12-16T18:09:45Z

I remember when i was younger and i would make ramen noodles i never thought they had enough of the flavoring in them and i use to complain and say that ramen should sell additional flavor packets and one day my mom explained to be that it was just chicken and beef bouillon. Little flavor cubes that you could buy. Anyways, that is my random thought for the day. Im sick and home making soup for myself and thats what made me think of it.
Now im gonna go eat my soup and watch some old episodes of south park.... and hopefully feel better tomorrow!